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I'm Waluigi and I'm-a gonna lose!!
That's-a right! We're in-a no win scenario now!
This is officially in-a the end times! Nothing is-a sacred no-more! Not-a sex, or-a death, or even-a tennis!
After all, what's-a love to-a Waluigi? A game? A score-a? Something to-a be won or-a lost? Not-a for such as-a we! To-a man who exist only to-a represent the negation of-a the second best of-a you. It's-a meaningless I tell-a you.
Why all life is-a meaningless to Waluigi!
Only an endless hall of mirrors, a distorted-a reflection of-a all your-a hopes and dreams twisted and cast-a back as hollow upon you.
Now life for-a you is just a palette swap of a palette swap. And all it-a reveal is how-a lazy and-a uncreative you are!
Look-a at you! Doing-a the same thing over and over-a again! Thinking it's-a gonna change!?
That's-a the definition of foolish!
That's-a also the definition of being-a Waluigi'd!
You have-a an off day? Never feeling that-a mojo going to-a work! Then you are-a being Waluigi'd friend!
Oh-a whaaaaaa! You're-a so un-a-original! But-a you've still been-a Waluigi'd!
Take it from-a an expert! One day you show up as a doubles partner for-a Wario, perhaps,
and-a the next, you're-a subjected to some semiotic-a theories, some-a marxist readings, maybe a classic-a argument about weather or-a not you are-a queer representational figure! And look, now you are-a internet famous!
Now everybody want's-a you or-a wants to be you! Now everybody is-a saying that they are-a Waluigi!
Only to learn even in-a all this passion, you are-a still only an assist trophy in someone else's victory!
You are not-a the bride! You aren't even-a the bridesmaid! Only the knife cutting into-a the cake.
The cake-a is your-a heart!
How's it taste now? Not-a so special?! How do-a you feel? Never sure if you are ever the protagonist in your own-a adventure or-a just the next objective in the barista's story!
That's-a being Waluigi'd loser!
And I-a did that to you! You can-a be not sorry for that-a loss!
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Now what's this now!? I hear now,
somebody has been sullying the good name
of Rambeau LaCroix and my quality beverage product!
Unbelievable! I did not spend that better portion
of my life fiddle-sticking various secret
tonic elixirs sourcing but the idea of fruit
only to have some young speech hooligan
trash the concept of my sparkly essence water!
Lookah here, I did not traverse the Mississippi,
North to South mind, trawling only the sparkliest,
bubbling eddies for the most expressive
notions of what a flavor could be
when you are forced to recreate it in the abstract,
only to then see hip young people use my tonics
to make the general populace feel uncoolified
for not drinking my assorted seltzer spritzers
and berry-citrus-melon imaginings!
So now I am setting the word aheard!
It's time to get my flavor magic across the lips
of a whole new crop of beverage enthusiasts!
No more of this billy bobbie-ing is LaCroix
something to drink or just an interactive
beverage portion of every art installation!
And let me be clearer than even the snazzy
water I have plastered my good name across:
Lacroix is for everyone and anywhom
personage that finds their mouth locale
parched up like a great basin! I implore
y'all, to please find yourself a can
of my seltzified water/flavor expressionism
and unleash it upon your dry throat gullet
like a bountiful geyser of what could be
generously appellated as a pre-soda, and live
your best and/or worst and/or imagined life!
Because the last thing any of us LaCroix's
want is to be considered too dry or too bland
when my life has been a humorless effort,
constant toil to distill the idea of drinking water
into the idea of tasting the idea of what
fun might be to people more fashionable
and seemingly cooler yet still trapped
in the cylindrical bands of a world
where expression is but a false fleeting -
and life is a LaCroix telling you to get
the insults off your tongue and instead pour
some of my sweet, sweet, sour waters upon them!
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Good day, denizens of our Big Mactropolis!
Fry children and mcnugget buddies! I see you,
I hear you, I know you have concerns
about how our town is governed! Please
allow me to assuagify you of these,
after all I am trying to build a play place
for all of us to enjoy and not a crime-riddled
den of thievery and addiction. Listen
I know there's been a lot or disillusion
with a lot of policies and I get that
whether its my healthier meals initiative
or my educational literature on kids meal
packaging measure, or just my ban on Grimace
in public spaces/smiles giveaway program,
I've heard the rumblings. I know change
is scarier than the dark void trapped
within the squid ink buns in our affiliate
Japanese prefecture. But let me tell you,
these measures were all done on behalf
of you, the Snack Pack!
And you, the Breakfast Bunch!
And of course for me, so I could tell you
I actively did things while leading
this administration, instead of acting
like some clown, or hooligan, or Grimace.
Again I know you have a lot of choice
in your lives and that voting is part
of what makes our such a thriving place
for burgers and frykids and whatnot!
I mean, this ain't no monarchy! But do
consider what more we could accomplish
with four more years of McCheese! Finally
an end to hamburglery! A new golden arch
era! A complete eradication of Grimace!
Because when it comes to being your mayor,
let me assure you, I'm fucking lovin' it!
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4. |
A Thicc AF Poem
02:09
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The internet is back on that bullshit
and I am not trying to get too pointed
suggesting white people keep stealing
culture via the mimetic nature of the internet
(they do). Nor am I trying to talk about
viral misery and non-stop check yourself
moments that are a near constant out there.
This is about one thing and one thing only:
round, thicc, chonky, beefed up animals
This about the proliferation of praise
that the internet has finally started
to heap on those fat cats and the big boys
all the circle birbs and heavy meece!
And what I mean is acceptance always
starts small, but if the internet has taught
me anything about how time changes, just
wait watch all of us thicc boys start feeling
actually good about our rolls and our pudge!
Start waking up to our squishy extra selves
and thinking if those pandas can still roll
while being so swole, then how is this day
going bring me down!? I am every bit
as ugly as an ugly cat and damn if Fiona
didn't get the whole world's attention!
Why not me!? Why not human chonks!?
Cause I have tried to live in the shame
of the every day world that is a little bit
on the heavy side but spends all its time
making fat sound the same as don't. As
stop being, stop doing, stop existing.
This world out there like they don't want
to see you live! But they got no problem
watching a chonky tiger be king of the zoo!
So check out as my kingdom expands alongside
my own waistband! As I wake up for a change
and don't immediately wish I could shrink
myself out of bed! As I dispel the fear
of each reflective surface because online
I have seen the raccoon lounging pounch out!
I have seen the manatee floating free!
I have seen the thiccest of shiba inus!
And I have loved them all. And so I can
love this body, if not today, it's coming
I can feel it! Rumbling through the Earth!
Oh lord, he coming! And he is me and I am
excited to see me living, for once, as myself!
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5. |
Untitled Goose Poem 4
02:17
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Oi, wotzisnow? Decided to pop-in
whoi, dis 'ere pub is only the coziest
Goose-free establishment this side of the Thames!
Indeed, we do it all 'ere! We do!
We got ale, stew, and of course
plenty of recreational activities!
Why not join the bloke over there
having a dart? Wotzitnow? Something honked!
Oi, no-I-don-think so! There's certainly not
been a goose in this pub a'fore!
Just not possible, we employ top'o the line
goose watchers! Aye security for us
is the most important concern! Shhhsss
this 'ere part is a bit'o a secret
but sort'o the whole village recently
'as 'ad whoit you might call a bit'o a goose
problem! I dare say, it was on the tele
and everything! I mean, just the other night
we 'ad to cut off the Groundskeeper...
devestated 'e woz! Kept saying some goose
'ad mucked up 'is 'ole garden! Poor fellow
taken 'is lunch, and 'is radio and well just
it wasn't good woit I 'eard! That goose
well needless to say, you won't find one
goose 'ere in this pub! Not a one!
Wotzat? You sayin' you 'eard a 'onk!?
No! Couldn't be! 'ere let me set you up
woith a pint! That's odd, we seem to be out
of glasses?! Oh well, never no mind
let's just set you up with a noice bowl...
'o... stew.... Wot? Some goose spilled
all a tomatoes? 'ow'd that 'apppen!?
Whoat'd I tell you about letting gooses in!?
This establishment is supposed to be goose free!
We mark our name 'ere on a goose-free establish-
I 'ear it! It's 'onking is wot it is!
Why I'll get it I will says I! I'll get it
and then I'll stuff it! And then I'll serve it!
It'll be a bleeding Christmas miracle!
Goose stew! Goose stew for Christmas!!
Use those spilt tomatoes if I 'ave my way
about it! And that'll show 'em! Peace!!
There'll be peace in the whole town!
And not a single goose about! Do you-
You don't 'appen to 'ere a bell do you!?
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Hello America, the Colonel here.
You spoke and we heard you.
You asked for some Cheetos
on your chicken sandwich
and we raised you a whole Cheetos
sauce to baste you chicken in!
You said 'let me get some biscuits
for dessert,' so we drenched them
in caramel and sugar glaze!
And now folks we're tripling down!
That's right, we're done waltzing
around the whole health conscious
trend in food! Oh sure, plant
based nuggets are coming
for all you Californians who scoff
at our salad bars! But seeing
as you've forced our hand
we're also fighting back, KFC
is here to say we done messed up!
Last time when we doubled down
we basically gave you a bacon
and cheese sandwich with some slices
of chicken bread, but by tripling
down this is me, the Colonel
knowing full well all this time
you wanted a chicken sandwich
in between those chicken buns!
And who would I be if I didn't
indulge in your every ruination
America? You think ol' Harlan
wants to be remembered as the man
who could have shown restraint
in the chicken game?! You want
my legacy to be the poor idiot
who encouraged millions to stick
with beef even if they burned
all the everloving rainforest
to ranch raise it!? Never! KFC
is here to meet meat with meat
hell we pumped most of our chickens
with so many hormones they grow
like, seven or eight breasts,
a piece naturally! We serve you
an all breast meat eight piece bucket
from the same damn chicken proudly.
Because we don't care about your health
really! We are just out here to fill
you up with as much slop as we done
used to give our hogs back when
we served Kentucky Fried Bacon!
Remember our famous bowls!?
The triple down is like that
but throw a piece a fried chicken
in there and then clap two more
pieces of chicken on either side!
It's a gottdamn sandwich! Boy, is
what! And you're gonna love it!
Now go on get and clucked America!
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Note: at the time of this writing professional wrestler, Curt Hawkins' win/loss record is 0-190. It is its own record in the WWE and has become a piece in the fabric of the character.
Presumably the most notable thing about famous gladiators
is that they all had stunning win/loss records.
Logical, since more often than not etching a notch
in the loss column in a to-the-death environment
would be the end of your win/loss record.
Presumably the same is sort of true of knights,
wherein the knights of no renown
probably died a lot more often
than those whose deeds helped stitch
the tapestries of song we remember them by.
By contrast in the modern day
in combat sports and things that pretend
to be combat sports like wrestling
seeing the loss column become a beast
unto itself has got to be laudable
look how many deaths a gladiator
would have had to survive to attain
the losing streak of an MVP or a Curt Hawkins.
In as much, losing becomes the art,
bringing its own kind of specter
to the arena. The ghosts of every match
you lost pile upon themselves,
writhe in the embrace between the mat
and the shoulder-blades, and then walk off
into the back to haunt another locker room
in a different town. Perhaps Curt shows up to work
simply to see if tonight will play out the skip
in his record, 190 losses and counting
190 ways to be have been beaten, 190 days afterwards where he showed up again.
Society was built by a whole lot of people
with good win/loss records: warriors
who didn't die in battle, gladiator-slaves who won their freedom
but in the modern combat of sport of life
it's important to praise the loser.
Life has the all-time best win/loss record
more of us drop to it every day,
even dis-corporeally, I, personally
am running up loss numbers to life daily
that would shame even Mr. Hawkins,
so praise
be to every pinfall! Every tap out!
Every countout! Every KO! Every disqualification!
Every time the result went the other way,
every time the door hit you on the ass
on the way out! Every time the lights dimmed
and you were still in the building! Praise! You were still in the building!
Praise all the empty seats in the arena!
Praise the silence that made space
when you lost again! Every loss,
every botch, every hurt, praise the missed cues
praise the kickout that came one second too late!
And praise the people who cheered
even though they knew you weren't there
too win the big one, or any one.
Praise any one who understands
what losing is and stands by you
through the loss in that.
There is always loss in that. Curt Hawkins
still knows how to smile after 190 defeats.
Still walks around the backstage grinning,
that's a fact. I still know
what a smile is. Praise.
Praise. Praise.
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And imagine you are born in New York
and grow up to be a wrestler and 'Mania
is set to happen across the river in Jersey
(your back yard) and you recently reunited
with your long time friend and fellow
wrestler in a revamp of the Majors Brothers
tag team where you held the tag titles
all those years ago and damn it's been years
since you even won a match, your last gimmick
running the other streak 269 losses
in a row your partner hasn't been on TV
in months and the two of you do the job
day in and out, losing to build other guys
and then at 'Mania you get the chance
to win the tag titles in a match
that wasn't even on the card at the top
of the week, and all those losses broiling
inside your shoulders like a nest of snakes
hiss to life and you shake off the cold
hibernation of all your losses and tag
your ass off in that ring getting beaten
until winning seems impossible, and of course
for over a year and counting for you
winning has been impossible, but anything
is possible if you believe, and New York
is your home, and this is your win, and you
win! You win! You win! With a small
package modified pinning position you win!
Hawkins wins!! The streak is over!
If it only lasts for a night you've won,
and the thing with 'Mania is it lasts
a fucking lifetime.
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There is so much darkness in me.
Call it the modern world then
attempt to escape. Use martial
arts first to find quiet. Later
to create justice. Is it possible
to hit something so hard you change
it forever? And when you do...
There must be a demon in me.
Sound summons it, so say
nothing. Seek the forest, its silence
and calm. Seek the river and stand
in the water like running could
be a balm to this poison within.
press palms into the earth
like it could steady the violence
carried in the body. Master...
when master dies and the darkness
does not. When I cannot hold back
when the center of all things
gets bundled and I rip it from
my body in a wave motion, fist
opening up: flock of ravens released
from my body only what bursts
forth is so much more ferocious
and terrible. Oni I can't trap.
Demons. Nightmares. It is in me.
I fight. Years on end blend
each battle. Distill only the blood
and the salt left in the afterwards.
Fighting until the edges of the gi
are frayed and tattered and still
I know there is an evil
I cannot purge with my fists.
Because it is my fists. Because
I can summon this light between
them, and it is still swriling
in a darkness. My path, this wild growth.
My path this river, moving towards
an ocean, moving towards a release
or a wave, all movement, a Hadouken.
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10. |
Mayor McCheese Attack Ad
01:01
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What do we really know about Mayor McCheese!?
McCheese said he was going to turn things around in McDonaldland! McCheese said he was tough on crime! But does having an at large escapee like the Hamburgler around look like being tough on crime?
I'm Grimace and I am running to be the next mayor of McDonaldland!
Unlike McCheese I promise not to use a single greasy dollar menu item to go after my most outspoken critics!
Mayor McCheese has been heard repeatedly denouncing Grimace! But McCheese also placed a tariff on smiles! That's not something Grimace would do!
Grimace also wouldn't be caught dead in the home of the Whopper but if rumors are to be believed, a certain Mayor McCheese was seen getting real shmoozy with a certain Burger person of royal persuasion!
So vote Grimace for new mayor of McDonaldland! He's purple! And he's me!
I am Grimace! This ad was paid for by the group citizens of McDonaldland named Grimace working to elect Grimace to the post of mayor of McDonaldland.
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Said the New York Pizza Slice to the Chicago Pizza Slice....
after RJ Walker, after Jesse Parent
Well now, look at this now
the original slice is back
looking as delicious as ever!
Must be 1905 again,
must be brick fired ovens again
must be confetti streets
and Italians throwing a parade
like it's my goddamn birthday!
I know yous don't like to think of me much my man
like to pretend like the Windy City ain't dreamed of the Big Apple
like to think you ain't wafting the same smells
out the south side of some well-meaning pizzeria
back turned on me
like I'm just some floppy, greasy, cheesy dough triangle
that got served to them commuters on the Subway
like you ain't just another greasy, cheesy dough triangle like me.
It's amazing what people will do with a piece of dough
when you scatter enough cheese on it!
How they'll savor it, panic every time it falls on the ground
or burns, sing praises to it, lips a-flutter
hell, they die for it! Kill for it!
A sacrifice for their pizza god:
The American Pizza Pie.
And you forget we are made of the same stuff
we are red, like tomatoes is red.
and we are white, like mozzarella is white,
and you better hope that we ain't blue
cause that'd probably mean we was moldy
or something from being left out for too long.
The only difference betweens us
is I'm just like a better more portable
version of what you are.
You'd like to forget that,
how great I fucking am, wouldn't'cha?
Remind everyone who got the sauce
by putting right up top,
but never once say Margherita.
Oh man, you forget where the tomatoes we are made out of even came from!
And yeah, I do too, but you don't hear
me running off at my mouth about that!
Don't hear me singing, "When the moon hit's your eye!"
as I'm peel'd out of the oven.
Were you telling all them Chicagoans
whose arteries you clogged
'bout your foldability?
How they gotta eat you
with a knife and fork
or with a couple forks!
Y'know they were slow to cook you,
serve you in a sit-down restaurant
but which one of us can you fucking eat on the go?
Which one of us was in the viral pizza rat video?
Which one of us was in all them Ninja Turtles Cartoons?
Which one of us is painted on the box
the goddamn pizzas come in?
Pretty sure that's me, bro. That's all me.
It sure as hell ain't you, that failed attempt at a burrito
that turned into a pizza saucer maybe 75 years ago.
You know at night, if the moon hit's your eye
like a big pizza pie, and also you are in New York,
well that's amoré!
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Brain gets wound up tight again.
A giant spool and too much twine
balled up and then scrambled web
again. Walk through brain, hands
flying around like there're spiders
everywhere. Can't get them off. Buy
a new brain. Walk in closet brain
needs to clean itself out. Storage
space brain all full. False wall
in the basement brain. Troubling. Wrong.
Theseus walks into a brain, sword
and string loose in hand. Cuts
a bloody path right to the heart
of the brain, kills the beast living
there, follows the string back out.
Leaves all the string. Detective
walks into a brain following string
right up to a headless man! What
happened here. Tries to collect
all the loose threads. Winds up
holding all the plots, sown up
like webbing around a spiders eggs
a silken bundle of monstrosity.
Brain bursts badly and thousands
of teeny tiny monsters crawl out.
Labyrinth walks into a brain, sets
down roots. Trees grow into a brain
old achy wheeze. Old growth gloom
wanders the dark, its own kind of maze,
trapping the brain inside the brain.
Who is the hero that can lead
the brain back out? Perhaps the same
one who followed all the clues right
in, the one who wound every string up,
more food for corpses. Death roots
itself in the brain. So fuck it,
more soup. The brain thickens in the brain
Detective Theseus holds everything
together long enough to get down
to the center of the brain and plunge
a sword through it. Cut down whole
forests. Shadows have nowhere
to hide, all the spiders run away
all their webs left behind. Brain
flails its hands inside a brain.
Like a creature wound up too tight.
Like it just ought to die again. Again.
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13. |
Quiero Mas
01:58
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Listen, I am not immune to irony,
I watched the smart car drive up
to the Taco Bell. I know better
than Alanis Morrisette. It's like sun's
out fun's out, and the hollow-bone
depression bird swoops into my body.
Is it seasonal if it occurs year-round?
Is it seasonal if you cannot identify
the season? It is seasonal like the WWE
always on, with occasional changes
a significant number of letdowns
and a reliance on blood money. I asked
my mom to help me, and tried to explain
that most of my conditional mood
problems felt endemic to societal
trends like rising costs of living
and stagnating wage growth. To which
she recommended therapy. Therapy
told me with my insurance long-term
counseling wouldn't be possible
and wanted to get me on meds ASAP.
And meds cost more money on top
of my co-pay so even if they help
they are part and parcel of the problem.
Here it is, I am living every day
and wishing every day I was dead.
And isn't that ironic? The expectation
being that I should be loving life!
After all I wrote a whole bunch
of poems about McDonaldland.
I know all the fast food slogans,
this poem started with the desire
to go South of the Border.
And how I failed to act on that
desire. How I made un-fufillment
into my fourth meal. How I feed
on self-hate and passive death ideation.
And how that means I stay empty.
Stay cold and shadowed even in the sun,
sad bird too heavy to leave the earth.
That line is rich with that irony
y'know, so much it is just dripping.
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And one day the Youtube recommendations is mixtape from Japan.
It makes a fair amount of sense.
City Pop having soundtracked several showers. Come out rinsed, wet,
glistening, and singing only the English language chorus.
This is how you discover Starfunkle, all airy seventies
blown out photographs of capital cities. Mixtapes of sounds
from Turkey and Italy and Ghana and Brazil and Japan
all the dazzle of a global jet-set lifestyle beamed into the phone.
And damn if it doesn't hurt only a little to not be 22 and still
passionate about anything the way 22 makes people passionate.
Cause let's be honest with ourselves we could only enjoy
City Pop after 30 ground all the giving a shit about appearances
from our bones. Knowing that no matter where we go from here
any trace of cool we might've possessed had long collapsed
on the piano bench. I no longer love as ferocious as all that gloss
and glamour but damn if Youtube's pocket magic radio jam
isn't as close as I have managed to feel to wanting
to be alive during the winter when the sun all but vanishes for months
or to be alive during the spring when my face devolves into mucus
or to be alive during the summer when my entire body joins the melting
or to be alive in the fall or to be alive ever. I do not want
what the future keeps promising: more extreme climates, collapsed
economies, fires across the west coast, polar vortexes across the east,
water shortages - meaning no more showers! - but then there's this,
weird pocket television/radio alternative on my damn phone!
What a time to be I guess.
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1. This one is for the original saint of body positivity:
Boogerman!! The muscular maestro whose mighty mucus mollified miscreants.
The fastidious fighter whose flatulence froze fearsome foes.
The steadfast superhero with snot that stopped sadistic plots.
The O.G. of Original Grossness.
The human body made weapon
from the weaponized components of the human body.
2. Ever let loose a room clearing fart?
Ever had allergies break the plug on your snot-faucet?
Ever pressed nails against a blackhead
only to have pus the size and shape of a maggot
burst forth like rot-god worship incarnate?
3. Thus it is to wield the powers of Boogerman!
So often we put the lid on grossness.
The puerile humor of childhood,
sent to the compost heap,
out of which adultness is supposed to blossom.
But when do our bodies receive that memo?
How many reassuring voices told me acne was a phase
my skin would learn to outgrow. Like I wouldn't just
ugly duckling myself into ugly swan-hood.
Like I don't regularly cultivate neck hives,
like I haven't become a home of funguses,
Like I don't get sidelined for hours with IBS.
So much secret unpleasantness
that I am somehow not supposed to disclose.
4. I sneeze, often. Perhaps not with the deadly accuracy
of Boogerman, but then Snotty Ragsdale had to be cast
into dimension X-Crement before his belches blossomed
into baddie beating burps. I suffer too, from Gastro
Esophageal Reflux Disorder, the burbling cauldron
of my belly reflexively burp-hiccuping over my speech
as much as anyone else's need for decorum.
5. And where would I be without Boogerman?
6. Remember the Poo-Puorri advertisements
that had to remind you they were selling a real product?
Every Clearasil ad features someone whose breakout history
is as scar free as their bright over lit foundation can make it,
All of it another way to remind users: the human body
is a flawed beast meant to be deadened and stuffed
into a cleaner package. Like who cares where the meat comes from
if the sausage looks good?
7. But here I burn my own effigy in the fire of Boogerman!
I roast myself until I split at the seams all the human of me:
tender disgusting over spill of clogged pores and sweat stains,
all the times my loins funked their way into shit-stain Rorschachs,
how my own blood boiled to the surface of my skin
and left me the task of leeching my own purity away
from those would mark me freak for it!
8 I still dream the hero of me damn it, even
icky and disgusting and flawed and human.
9. I am the snot lodged in my own nasal cavities,
still breathing in spite, and the air smells
sweat, or doesn't and damn if it isn't its own sweetness
to be this gross and alive all at once. To be alive
in this body, the only one I have, the one that will fight
the good fight. The grossest way out!!
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16. |
Hiker
02:53
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Growing up in Kanto I always knew I was gonna train Pokemon
I guess I just didn't realize I would wind up here, between
Cerulean City and Lavender Town, standing on this road.
It's not all bad, I mean I'm a hiker, after all.
I've even got a great little Geodude, he's a rock type.
And let's be real I'm in my 40's, I'm a bigger guy,
so it's not like being out in the fresh air is bad.
But also, y'know once I found a good standing spot
I just kind of set up shop, to wait for other trainers
coming through, to prove how strong my Pokemon was.
You may not know this about Rock Type but they're weak
against grass and water, and you wouldn't believe
the amount of grass types kids these days are packing!
Strong against electric and fire, right, so then
I mean, I'm always hoping they'll be one of those
10-year-olds who always chooses Pikachu, but not so much.
So yeah, I lose more than I win and my Geodude
gets pretty down and we just kind of stand here
making sure not to make eye contact with anyone
who has also chosen maybe to just kind of stand
on one of these roads between the cities and towns.
So many of us, just standing knowing, maybe,
we don't have what it takes to be the very best.
And that's okay too, but, I mean, I just get so,
so lonely. Sometimes I just wish my Geodude would turn,
arms out, and bring it in. Just hold me for a minute.
I don't mean to cry here, it's just that rock type
is vulnerable to water. I mean, I have spent so many
hours standing right here on this road, it's inhuman,
like, really, just an unreasonable amount of time.
And the only people who look at me, immediately
want to battle, but in life aren't we
all looking for more than that?!
Don't we start out looking not just to catch 'em
all, but to find something so strong and grounding
we can build our lives around it. I mean, that's rock
type right there! But, then, rock type's also hard and cold
like all the days and nights I've stood on this road.
I know, I know, I should pack it in. But I was born
in this place, well, a different place, really
but I walked to this place! I brought my Geodude
to this patch of road! Best Pokemon I could catch!
Only Pokemon I could catch if I'm being honest
And I'm not going anywhere, literally - I'm stuck
here, possibly forever, so I might as well make
the best of it, no make that the very best of it!
Like no one ever has!
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17. |
Oregon Grown Lumber
02:55
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Pt. the first!
I'm outside a slam when these slamming ladies
walk past, at least 6ft3", near me and my homie
Tshaka and he's 5'6" like me but says,
"Oh please, Meads, I climb trees..." short guys,
right? But now I'm having this tree, imagistically,
described to me through poetry and I realize...
I climb some pine too! Because me, and this tree,
we about to be... freaky. Cause after hearing that poem
twice, it got me in the bone zone, so I took a hike
at 6AM so I could check out that morning wood,
and I got out there, bare, up on Tabor and sure enough
the air got all misty like it had fogged up good.
- you know, cause we be at it. - people calling me
a tree hugger!! Better recognize this tree lover
and take cover cause I'm a rub 'er without rubber
cause rest assured I'm not afraid of splinters
more like I'm just looking for something to keep me warm
through the winter. And don't think, cause I'm saying this
syrupy poem bullshit that I'm all bark, because guess what?
When I see a knot, I got hot! See how this poem grows
sticky with that sweet sap from making those genitals flap -
It's arbor day, and I'm arbor gay, putting forth this freakiness
the arbor way! which is to say...
Pt. the second:
I'm talking about having sex with trees, y'all!!
I'm talking about reaching all the branches,
talking about getting my fur on some firs!!
I'm talking about getting crazy with this shit!
Breaking out ropes and chains and fucking shackling myself
against this tree while I fucking grind on that shit for days!
Until we're surrounded by protesters and police officers
and parks-management types with big ass machines and papers
asserting charges of public indecency and then more protesters
who are protesting all those other folks, being up in there
ruining the hot take on tree action, meanwhile I'm keeping
my wood on wood. Showing the whole world what a lumber-sexual truly is,
displaying my own form of pubic decency, because I keep it fresh
down there. Be hanging pine needle air fresheners over my crotch,
be waxing that shit with Pine Sol, be drinking pine needle tea
regularly to ensure that the juice contains notes of spruce.
Pt. the third...
I'm cutting loose! Shit, I'm cutting through the environ-mentality
that says nature lovers got to be buttoned up or reserved
or somehow be afraid of change, of the human impact on the environment.
I am the human impact on the environment!!
I go so hard I may wind up cutting this tree down.
Go so hard I become a natural disaster poised to fuck up tree town.
So all you beaver lovers prepare to be "OH DAMN"-ing!!
Because this tree lover is about to be log jamming!!
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Stephen Meads Portland, Oregon
Stephen Meads (he/him), originally a Bay-based poet now residing in Oregon, has competed with and performed on mics all across the country, from Portland, Maine to Honolulu, Hawaii. He has been featured on Drunk in a Midnight Choir, SlamFind, Write About Now, and Button Poetry. Stephen is the author of eight chapbooks, and he helped co-found the Bigfoot Regional Poetry Slam in 2019. ... more
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